i dunno if god exists, ill never know that for sure till i get to meet him. i dont know if id like him or not. i couldnt decide that before i ever meet someone... even god. i suppose its because for some odd reason i feel that i should treat every living creature as an equal, from the highest and most powerful people, to the smallest animals. like if you look in my gallery, you will see some pictures of small animals, bugs, insets... stuff like that. i made sure each of them weren't harmed when i took pictures of them, many people would have killed them after, because they are just bugs.
but i admit, im not perfect. i wont pretend to be as so many do. and i often find myself wondering if what i try to do right is really the worst possible thing, but if i dont try to figure it out on my own, how will i ever know for sure?
so, as for god... so many religions, but as much as they contradict each other, they can't all be right. i am not involved in any of them and never plan to be, simply because it's all too confusing... some religions have one god, some have many, some have one god, some have a different one... maybe none of them exist, maybe they all do, who can say?
ill never know until i meet one, but when i do ill have to see... what will i think of him? what will he think of me? a friend? a creator? maybe something to fear? maybe someone to banish the fear?
until i know for sure, ill have to just wonder.