Comment on Where are you now my son? by Hermetic-Wings
I'm happy you have a son and love him so much. Sorry you are so far from him. You can talk about him if you want. My son and I live a very ordinary, boring life. Not boring to us, but to anyone else who has to hear about it. lol I like living simple. My whole life right now is my art, my music, music in general, my family, movies, online friends, and trying to get well again.
I prefere to live action but, that's not that easy. When I hear someone traveled to somewhere, I immedeately think that I also must go there. As much as I grew older I prefer to be qquick to catrhc up life ...ha ha ha :d
Do you travel much? I did a lot in my youth with my parents, and then married, and life stopped. I would travel now, but I'm too ill. I'd probably miss all my hobbies if I traveled. I'm enjoying myself too much in this one lonely bleak room I live in for the most part. 
I am trying to create some reasons to travel. Mostly some antic cities around me to photograph them all.
You are mentioning about your illness, do you want me to tell about it?
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some times our decisions creates some results to leave everything behind. Our hobbies, or beloved persons or places. Hope you can remember such days whenever you close your eyes. And I hope you had some persons around you so you can cheer everything when you are spending time with them.
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See you soon :d
You are mentioning about your illness, do you want me to tell about it?
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some times our decisions creates some results to leave everything behind. Our hobbies, or beloved persons or places. Hope you can remember such days whenever you close your eyes. And I hope you had some persons around you so you can cheer everything when you are spending time with them.
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See you soon :d
My illness? My heart may be failing. I'm not sure yet. Have to take tests and see doctor. Send positive thoughts?
I live with my family. And I have lots of family online and within 2-3 hours drive if they want to visit. I am not alone. And yes I have many fond memories of my childhood. Bad memories of 28 years marriage. But I'm out of that marriage since 1993. He has died, too.
Take good care of yourself. Write when you can.
I live with my family. And I have lots of family online and within 2-3 hours drive if they want to visit. I am not alone. And yes I have many fond memories of my childhood. Bad memories of 28 years marriage. But I'm out of that marriage since 1993. He has died, too.
Take good care of yourself. Write when you can.
I am divorced on 1989, till these days to recent ones, I am alone...
My wife is still having her habits and she feels well. We are having phone conversations from time to time...
Sorry to hear that lost your husband. And I want to confess that I bet my wife would died. It would be a kind of persuading myself that the reason of my unhappiness disappeared. I don't want to tell about my marriage...
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Happy to hear that you are surrounded some friends and relatives in the place that you are living. Hard to stand not to share life with anybody. Loneliness is a kind of illness that never heals
My wife is still having her habits and she feels well. We are having phone conversations from time to time...
Sorry to hear that lost your husband. And I want to confess that I bet my wife would died. It would be a kind of persuading myself that the reason of my unhappiness disappeared. I don't want to tell about my marriage...
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Happy to hear that you are surrounded some friends and relatives in the place that you are living. Hard to stand not to share life with anybody. Loneliness is a kind of illness that never heals
I am sorry you are divorced. Unless it makes you happy? In which case I am happy you are divorced. 
I started the divorce myself. Including separation, 1993, I am divorced for 22 years. Best thing to happen. Worst was the marriage. Seriously!
You have been divorced even longer than I.
I had many strange, even sad emotions when my husband died a couple years ago, but none of which was love. He killed that long time ago. We did not part as friends. I do not blame myself for the bad in the marriage. But it did make me angry and a loner for many years afterwards.
I'm sorry your marriage was not happy. But you still speak to your wife. That much is good? My husband and I could not speak friendly. For what he did he may be in hell, if hell exists. Personally I believe hell just means not allowed to be with or near God after death. That would be the worst hell for me. To be denied forgiveness, love, hope, and peace of spirit... that would be a hell.
I started the divorce myself. Including separation, 1993, I am divorced for 22 years. Best thing to happen. Worst was the marriage. Seriously!
You have been divorced even longer than I.
I had many strange, even sad emotions when my husband died a couple years ago, but none of which was love. He killed that long time ago. We did not part as friends. I do not blame myself for the bad in the marriage. But it did make me angry and a loner for many years afterwards.
I'm sorry your marriage was not happy. But you still speak to your wife. That much is good? My husband and I could not speak friendly. For what he did he may be in hell, if hell exists. Personally I believe hell just means not allowed to be with or near God after death. That would be the worst hell for me. To be denied forgiveness, love, hope, and peace of spirit... that would be a hell.