That's the problem...I can't nor do I want to forget Darien...when we went on Space Mountain yesterday at Magic Kingdom, I started crying while we were in line. I could see the two seperate structures, and the one that Darien took my dad and I on...memories just flooded back to me. Darien, laughing and whooping in front of my, my dad laughing and grining behind me...Darien laughing his ass off when we hit a bunny hop and I threatened to kill him because of him not mentioning it...[sighs] Tracker, everywhere I go, there are memories. I don't know how I'll ever get through this.