~pets~ My sweet - I know how you feel. I have some artist friends who are amazing and although I have been drawing yaoi since 1999, there is no way I could come even close. It's unfair to compare. If you see my old art when I began you will probably laugh and cry from it being so bad. Just keep drawing, all the time. it's the only way sadly. There are no special tricks 
I knew it xD I'll keep trying and maybe there will be a picture that I think it is worth it to upload x3 Thanks for cheering me up 