Aw, damn. That must have been rough and scary.
I'm sorry that you and your husband couldn't find anything about his death. Were there any articles, surrounding his suicide in the paper? My friend, Cheryl, at the place I work at, knew a girl that had commited suicide in her own house, this past weekend ago, and it was really hard because she left behind two little girls and her son. And, even worse, they were born addicted to drugs because their mom had done drugs, while they were in her womb.
Cheryl said that she had known the girl whenever she was younger, and she'd always act out of control.