This was my thought process for that first sentence. "I'm obsessed with shadows? Well, I don't really see how- I have a DA Avatar who is a shadow. Well that's one and- HOLY SHIT, MY NAME IS SHADOW-PEOPLE!" XDD it totally didn't even click in my head that I use it a lot. It was like the day I realized my favorite color was blue. I opened my closet and realized that 80% was one color.