I envy in the kindest way possible. As for making a pretty girl, there's no need for you to comform to what a pretty girl or boy is supposed to look like these days. You make a pretty person, with objectively nice features, that is good enough for all those who are worthy of your consideration, and you do pull out an attractive feminine appearance when you want to, so there. "Pretty girls" are a dime a dozen. Self-confidence for the win.