Hehe. Still makin that long distant thing work? I really wish the person I cared for were more open minded to that. You've always been a source of inspiration to me for that. If I did meet a girl who was far away I wish she'd be like you and understand that sometimes its worth the wait and efforts. Cause when I think about the girl I like, it really would be. Plus I like a challenge. Its why I do what I do with the bionicles, cause it challenges me.
I recently had a girlfriend, here in town, same side of town. But it didn't work out for a myriad of reasons, but one of the reasons I think was that it was too easy, there was no intriguing challenge in the relationship, just "oh hey cool a relationship, to FUCK GET OFF MY CASE!" I was thinking to myself, "is it to the point where I'd actually prefer something like a long distance relationship to an immediate one?" Then I though "gee, is that pretty messed up of me?" And I don't really have anyone to talk to about these things. If I talk to the girl I like it aggravates her cause she thinks I'm asking for a relationship again. No one else I know is in or had relationships where they could give me advice(kinda the disadvantage to being a part of a fandom where the demographic is 15 year old nerdy guys).
Oops, sorry, I ended up rambling on and wrote a lot.