I'm well aware of what Stalinism is; as I said, I *used* to be a follower myself. Then I went to Maoism, followed by Trotskyism, then back to what I thought was a 'purer' Marxism-Leninism, then orthodox Marxism, followed by anarcho-communism and anarcho-syndicalism (a la the Wobblies)... It was an interesting path, but from there I ended up at some blend of classical liberalism + mutualism + individualist anarchism, with a hint of Hayek, Marx, and Tucker, informed by Humanist ethics: Market anarchism, left-libertarianism, whatever you want to call it, it has many names, and is highly eclectic.
But I haven't revisited Stalin in years... Dark times, indeed.