no, no, I think You're right ._. I try to experiment with coloring and I really don't like pictures which are too blurry myself but on the other hand I don't like where there are very visible brush strokes on the pictures that supposed to have more realistic shading OTL''' I try to get in the middle but I guess I didn't succeed in this picture. >3>''' I think I made it look good in this picture:
[link] but damn, it's so hard to make it right every time OTL'''
thank You