Well I figured as much. There's always someone that is far worse than yourself. I'm on the boarder of various snippets of insanity; violent, apathetic, voices in my head, random fits of laughter, lack of compassion, etc. I have actually tortured before and I know I should feel bad for it, but I just don't. It's the apathy. Well I do have those moments where I feels as though I feel emotions, like love to my mother or something, but the majority of the time is this bland "I don't give a shit" attitude.