I'm glad your not suicidal.......
I know that you saw a lot...... and certainly pain.......
To be what you're.....a beautiful person inside an amazing artist outside...and a very good person....
Just be yourself..... people love you that way......
Everyone pays prices...it's a part of life..... and the lessons we have to learn....
But remember the past is behind you live today...... and who knows what the future will bring you.....
I'm here for you...