aww...
just relax and try to be as 'free' as you can while being controlling as well... >.> lol, that was just a contradiction but >.>;;; I dunno, mabbie you hold your pens in a different fashion than mine...?
oh yeah, and another tip: don't be afraid to turn your paper around to draw certain angles and things that would be harder to do if the paper were stationary and shown at the angle to be read at...
um, I hope that made sense, lol
anyway, you're muchly welcome
I hope it will help you!