Society may determine how you see yourself and how you feel, but I don't see why society would find you visually displeasing. Reminds me of this Dove commercial that came out some time ago.
www.youtube.com/watch?v=XpaOjM…I know I've said this quite a bit already, but I'll say it again. You are beautiful. I can't see any reason why people wouldn't think you are.
Just as a side note. I care about love and I don't like being treated like crap.