For a while, I had a few convictions against digital art and I was of the mind that digital and traditional were two completely separate worlds, but lately, I've learned that there is a big connection between the two and that traditional can help you transition into digital and make you be a little more prepared for it. It can also help you polish up your skills and newly created works. And I agree, there's just something that digital can do for your art that traditional can't always do. It can give more of the desired effects to your art, like lighting and dimension that would normally be a little harder to achieve with pencil, though I understand it can be just as frustrating perfecting those even with digital.
I guess I have always been one to try to turn to fantasy to escape the real world, because the real world is often cruel, harsh and unfair. And while I feel a little relief when I do art, I still stress about many things, and there have been some days when I actually felt worse after I worked on art, so I definitely get what you're saying about having to learn to balance it. I often get depressed about time flying so fast. Like you, I too am almost 30, but it seems like it was just yesterday that I was graduating from high school and thinking about the choices of getting a job or trying to go to a college. In my last years of school, everyone kept telling me to pick a college and think about what I wanted to be and pushing me toward business classes. But I kept thinking to myself, "All I want to do is art!" I wanted to do what I loved and maybe someday make money at it. I didn't want to live the life where I felt I was a slave to the world and society and time. But it's so hard to get away from that and most people spend their whole lives trying to, and before you know it, your life has flown by.