I'm sort of the opposite. Stranger or not, I'm always worried about what others think of me and I assume I'm hated or unwanted to. Then again, in my younger days (P6) I was beaten up by a group of people who I thought were my friends but were just using me for exam results.
Do you have a "lunch seating" phobia? Like you have to sit with one group of people at lunch or at any other like time but can't decide where to sit because you're not sure you would be the least annoyed by your company? because that has plagued me for years and considering I know for a fact that I can be a nuisance I have a hard time convincing myself it's all in my head
I…don’t remember (why does my memory suck so much when it comes to important stuff?). What I do, though, is running to my mum in tears at lunchtime
Well, I’m not sure. In primary school I often sat alone everyone else would move away, or I was too nervous to sit with people I didn’t know (and, like you, always thought I would annoy them). Luckily, in secondary school, I sat with the VI Unit (visual impairment unit) pupils, and I got with them well. Plus, my best friend always came to sit and talk with me after his lunch.
Heh, it just realised how long this comment chain is, but that’s a good thing.
That's cool of your friend to come sit with you after his lunch. I never had lunch with friends much. a lot times I would choose to eat in the library instead if I could.
You’re allowed to eat in the library there? Lucky, still a shame that few people can to hang out with you. As cliché as it is, everyone needs a friend.
I would have if pupils were allowed to do so. As a person with full-on OCD, it always annoyed me how lazy people would just put the book anywhere (ok, the very least, they had to put on the right shelf, but they just stuck it in any old space).
I mostly organized the display shelves in a way that the best books had a better chance of being checked out and so that people who don't usually read can find something they like.
Oh, that’s good. It seems like so few of our generate read. Usually they think it’s ‘boring’ or use that Kindle shit. Seriously, that is not real reading. My mum even saw someone on the bus move their hand over and turn the page (he was sitting next to her). Those things are putting the libraries and book out of business. I mean, I like the smell, the feel, of both old and new books, the experience of sitting there with it in my hands or on the table, it’s nice. Is that weird? The bad thing about reading a book is doing on the move, due to the confusion in your brain. Your eyes are looking at the stationary pages, so they are telling your brain your still, but the rest of your body feels motion. It makes you nauseated.
Can you read in a car? I love the feel of a book too. though I am okay with reading stuff online, nothing beats the feeling of turning a page when just can't seem to wait for the next word. I hope more people of this era learn to love that experience too.
Yeah, that’s what I mean. I did a few times, but I hate that sensation of nausea, because I get worried I’m going to vomit, and I think I have the phobia of vomiting (though it’s more the feeling that I can’t breathe). Well, I’m used to reading comics and manga online, but I agree, again . Same here.
Did you know that some manga sites have been shut down because the manga/comic owners are starting to sue the creators simply because they are not getting money for the viewing of the work? What selfishness! Most of them are rich anyway. People are enjoying their work, admiring their talent, what more could they want? I mean sure, if I ever wrote my stories, and got them in the shops and libraries, paying would be understandable, but, if, say, they shared them with their friends, for free, why would I object? Other people are getting to know it.
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Well, I’m not sure. In primary school I often sat alone everyone else would move away, or I was too nervous to sit with people I didn’t know (and, like you, always thought I would annoy them). Luckily, in secondary school, I sat with the VI Unit (visual impairment unit) pupils, and I got with them well. Plus, my best friend always came to sit and talk with me after his lunch.
Heh, it just realised how long this comment chain is, but that’s a good thing.
You’re allowed to eat in the library there? Lucky, still a shame that few people can to hang out with you. As cliché as it is, everyone needs a friend.
Did you know that some manga sites have been shut down because the manga/comic owners are starting to sue the creators simply because they are not getting money for the viewing of the work? What selfishness! Most of them are rich anyway. People are enjoying their work, admiring their talent, what more could they want? I mean sure, if I ever wrote my stories, and got them in the shops and libraries, paying would be understandable, but, if, say, they shared them with their friends, for free, why would I object? Other people are getting to know it.