My friend I don't why and how but fired up all the above words. I've been inspired again by other's words, but never so much and speaking more real I must say that when I started transfering some of my greek writings to english I couldn't even do write a satisfying beginning for this and as it really sth big to me I decided not to do this if I can't do it right. I can't tell how good this feels to me as it's too early, but yes it's satisfying, at least for the moment.
I must also tell that I copy-pasted all this to my journal. I never had any good idea for my journal, I believe this is it!

Again Thanks!!!