It is what actual numbness is... I knew what it was like once... But then when i thought it couldnt get any worse, it was like all luck turned toward me for a bit... If you want to know what it numbness feels like, i can describe it as an insanity inside you that you are aware of.
I say that it is not full insanity because people who are insane are not aware of themselves...
Sorry but i would rather not think about it anymore... It feels sickening