GhostOfTheEmptyGrave's avatar
Don't be. I hate when people feel sorry for me. I read your stuff and I never felt sorry for you. I admired your strenght and willpower instead.
Zephroxeon's avatar
it seems that you feel sad from this, you are not fully engulfed in despair
not if you have a splint of emotion remaining
GhostOfTheEmptyGrave's avatar
Mostly negtive emotions, but emotions anyway...
Zephroxeon's avatar
feel grateful you have not surpassed emotion
GhostOfTheEmptyGrave's avatar
How could I? They're all around us and within us. And there's nothing we can do about it.
Zephroxeon's avatar
It is what actual numbness is... I knew what it was like once... But then when i thought it couldnt get any worse, it was like all luck turned toward me for a bit... If you want to know what it numbness feels like, i can describe it as an insanity inside you that you are aware of.
I say that it is not full insanity because people who are insane are not aware of themselves...
Sorry but i would rather not think about it anymore... It feels sickening
GhostOfTheEmptyGrave's avatar
I know what numbness is. It's, like you say, a surge of insanity. It only went away from me when I went to colege for the first time. Because middle and high school we're a living hell.
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sorry you had to experience that :/
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