No. The people in my life who have passed on have had a huge impact on me. I believe I will see them again, but even if I won't, the memory of them will always stay in my heart. Their existence is NEVER meaningless.
I'm sorry.. If it helps to ever vent, feel free to message me. I'm not on here as often as I'd like to, but I will be here to listen and respond if you need. I can keep secrets. But, whatever you choose in life, I wish you the best of luck.