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:3 oh, ive been meaning to ask you a question. I have read several of your journal entries, and you clearly have experience with dealing with emotions and such. Can I ask you a question?
Hmm... okay. Go ahead and ask...
What do I do if i'm constantly depressed, and i have suicidal thoughts on my mind 24/7? And, i'm too shy to tell anybody. -_-;
And, i'm too shy to tell anybody. -_-;Well.... I used to be like that.... I was always depressed and I was thinking of suicide 24/7.... but I always told someone about it, even if it was just one person. I wanted help, I needed help, so I was never too shy to talk about it. Usually my suicide threats were just a cry for help, you know? I'd never actually kill myself, because I'm afraid to do it...
My best advice to you is to just tell someone about how you feel... no matter how shy you feel. People who are depressed and think of suicide 24/7 need to get help. Suicide is never the answer! With every new day that comes, we have a chance to start over and things have a chance to get better for us, ya know?
Hang in there!
You know, the funny thing is.... I'm currently homeless and living in a damn shelter right now (or on the streets!) and I should be feeling depressed and/or suicidal.... but I don't. For being a homeless person, I'm rather calm about it. I guess it's because I know that I won't be this way forever... I have hope that I'll be able to eventually find a job and get a place to live with my beloved fiancee 
.... so, I'm just trying not to let it overwhelm me. 
I hope that I have been of some help to you.
My best advice to you is to just tell someone about how you feel... no matter how shy you feel. People who are depressed and think of suicide 24/7 need to get help. Suicide is never the answer! With every new day that comes, we have a chance to start over and things have a chance to get better for us, ya know?
Hang in there! You know, the funny thing is.... I'm currently homeless and living in a damn shelter right now (or on the streets!) and I should be feeling depressed and/or suicidal.... but I don't.
For being a homeless person, I'm rather calm about it. I guess it's because I know that I won't be this way forever... I have hope that I'll be able to eventually find a job and get a place to live with my beloved fiancee .... so, I'm just trying not to let it overwhelm me. I hope that I have been of some help to you. Well, of course i'm not gonna commit suicide, i think thats a selfish way to go. I'm just way too shy to open up to anybody, and... I think i'm always depressed because i'm too scared to be myself in public. On DA, i have no problrm with that. But in real life, i'm always left out for being the "kid who has his nose in a book." And, hearing all of this from someone like you is pretty damn brave, and I admire that. :3