Yes, it'll be the promise of those views that spurs me on through the painstaking quest to grind, polish out, and figure a practically perfect telescope mirror.
So far as I can tell, figuring is the hardest part of the process. You must carefully measure the radius of curvature at different zones on the mirror using the Foucalt knife-edge tester with a Couder screen covering the mirror (basically a mask that leaves only the mirror zones we want to test uncovered), take the average of multiple measurements, determine the magnitude and nature of the remaining surface errors using that data (with some arithmetic), and then modify your polishing strokes to correct those errors.
It is amazing just how long you have to gather photons from distant DSOs to get those colorful views... I admire the patience astrophotography requires, but I don't know if I have enough patience to succeed at it myself. I like using my eyes.
The biggest thrill I've had at the eyepiece so far is when I found the Orion Nebula. Seeing that nebula floating out there in space, pale white with just a hint of green- looking almost like a mote of frozen cigarette smoke- changed the way I thought about the cosmos. The Orion Nebula felt so much more
real after seeing it with my own eyes, pale and small as the view was. I could feel all that vastness our Earth moves through, the baby suns being born in that nebula, the swirling nebulosity that enfolded them, the infant solar systems that might one day spawn their own life...
Seeing DSOs with your own eyes as the detector requires patience. It doesn't reward you with instant eye-candy splendor, assuming you can even find the object in the first place. If you don't use a fancy computerized scope, you have to learn your way around the night sky (which is a really awarding activity in itself). When you do find it, you have to have the patience to slowly tease out detail from what, to most people, looks like it is just a pale white smudge. But the end reward of seeing a nebula or galaxy or whatever
with my own eyes (for me at least) is a sort of gee-whiz feeling that leaves me feeling truly connected with stars and galaxies. Part of the appeal is intellectual. Knowing those photons of light falling on your retina have been on their way for centuries or much longer- maybe they were on their way when the first humans emerged from Africa, or just starting their voyage when the dinosaurs perished- only to fall into your eyes at the end of their journey is a thrill in and of itself. As a little photon, what are the chances of that?
I still love astrophotography- it solves the problem with the Mark I eyeball.
We just can't build up the image on our retina long enough to tease out all the color and detail... visual DSO observing and astrophotography serve different purposes. One is about seeing the universe as it is with your own eyes, the other about building up the beautiful images we just can't see without hours of light gather time.
I know what you mean, your talking about a
binoscope. Those things are way cool.
I have thought about the idea of trying to make one myself someday, but was a bit put off by the difficulties. You have to have two almost identical mirrors. Usually you don't care what final f/d ratio you have ground your mirror too
exactly. A few inches more or less on the tube length don't matter, so if you aimed for an f5 and it turned out f5.2, it is no big deal. Not so in a binoscope. You need to combine the images in your brain, if one is at a somewhat different magnification you'll get a headache. There actually is a military standard for how closely the images in different sides of a binocular match for this reason. Buying or making matching mirror sets is a challenge. Flexure in the scopes can similarly cause trouble with combining the images. One bino-scope maker recounts how, too move from one object to another, he has to adjust the scopes for flexure after pushing the scope from one part of the sky to another. I suspect that using metal, like Bruce Sayre's scope does, helps with this. But it is clear that a good binoscope is more challenging, both optically and mechanically, than a plain old monoscope. Those binoscopes are still way cool, but I think I would ask someone more knowledgeable for help if I were to attempt to make one. I'd love to have a look through one!!