I do love my mother very much !
I hold myself not to cry each night in my prayers, altough I fail most of the time by just thinking of how long she has to live and how lil' time we got togheter...and everything she did in life she did for me as I do for her now and I'm praying to God for more time with her .
Asking for help is a tool I took cause I can't do it alone...
I wish I was more and be able to do everything by myself...but I'm too small in a big world...
I guess words can't exprime love and I can only tell you that you must belive me that I love my mom very much!
Any form of support is apreciated , it doesnt have to be much . Lil' by lil I have hope that I can get there and help my mom and myself as long as keeping our house .