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Sephirothslave Featured By Owner Oct 3, 2007
Shockingly, I have quite a bit of evidence to back up my claims (unusual, seeing as now every psychotic fangirl claiming to be with Seph DOESN'T) and have done rather thorough research on why I have the ability to practice astral projection, why I was meeting a 'videogame character' (turns out, he isn't a videogame character), and the theory behind astral travel and that realm.

Here's another key piece that I'll throw out there against all better judgement: People have accused me of hallucinating, or dreaming, whichever you prefer. But the fact of the matter is that I'm on the medical cocktail from hell. Among the medications I have to take for my depression and thyroid disorder are anti-psychotics. Bottom line, if I were hallucinating before I was on meds, when I started taking them the hallucinations would have stopped.

I don't plan on really dragging this out, but I'll attempt to close by saying that when this first started happening to me, I thought I was dreaming. It was actually my psychiatrist who pointed me in the direction of astral travel, and she who suggested I read up on it and see if it sounded like what was happening to me. Long story short, it did, and I chose to try to train myself using the book techniques rather than relying on my natural ability, and I taught myself to control that gift in two to six months...when someone trying to teach themselves could take up to seven years to become proficient if they aren't predisposed to the technique.

My beliefs have been evolving for years based on new information I turn up on my gift, and my own personal experiences. To this day, I revise my beliefs regularly, and my journey to understanding why this has happened to me is still just beginning, though it's old news by now.

I imagine I'll keep studying and trying to understand as long as I live.

For that reason, I tend to go off on people like Sephirothswife periodically. They (being she and all the others) may very well be in love with Sephiroth, but they are in love with the videogame character, who does not exist.

The Sephiroth I have met, and who loves me, has the name and appearance of the videogame character, but aside from that is not related. So when people like Sephirothswife start attacking my pages, it annoys me because they don't know what they're talking about. It's a complex topic that is constantly evolving and changing with the discoveries of practitioners in the art of astral projection, and furthermore, my relationship is none of their business.

I don't care if they run around the internet proclaiming, 'I am Sephiroth's wife! ME! ONLY ME!' Honestly, it's quite juvenile, and I'd rather they squabble among themselves and leave me to continue my journey of discovery.

From your post, I get the impression you think I'm insane, and be assured you aren't alone in that. I do hope, however, that this brief post explained myself in vague detail. If you have questions or wish to chat, drop me a note.
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:iconwerebereus:
Werebereus Featured By Owner Jul 23, 2010  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
WTF????
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:icontheguywiththehaircut:
Are you a completely fucking retarded!!
Its a polygon character from a has-been RPG.
'i have proof that im seppies one and only, because i have this joint here, which proves i can meet him...'
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themetalmetroid Featured By Owner Jul 30, 2009
why are you obsessing over a video game character? he doesn't exist in this universe, you can never truly be with him, all you can be with is a tv with final fantasy playing on it.
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SQUEAK-Z Featured By Owner Jun 8, 2009
Girl, you're fucking nuts.

Sephiroth is fake, and with Cloud.Mehe.
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Majora58 Featured By Owner Mar 18, 2009
Sepheroth is an obviously homosexual VIDEO GAME CHARACTER. HE IS NOT REAL! YOUR A RETARD!
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PulsarZero Featured By Owner Nov 16, 2007
Smack yourself with a sledgehammer, NOW.
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Oroyamaru Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2008
NO! It'll be worse! D:
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