Donny, Cyndi. sorry for my behavior. too late yes,but there I said it. You know, maybe if I quite suppressing my anger this crap would never have happened. Everyone tries to get me to talk if they notice I don't look happy. The thing is, I rarely if ever speak up to other people, this coming from my introverted personality and not being social around others.
I do poke at the old forum if there is news on Godzilla I should know, and will stick to that stuff. G-fest, new movies or books, etc. Those threads only. And for the last time, I have no wish to come back, not to any kaiju forum. I did read what some of you guys said of me recently which made me think this. And no, I'd never, never harm anyone unless they harmed me first. I do care for family, unlike what some of you think, same with friends. As to listen to you guys, that depends on the person. A do this or else attitude will not work. Asking nicely does. Sociopath? Me? No. My stepdad is a sociopath, not me. You want someone who never trusts anyone, is very paranoid, and lies a lot, it's that guy. He hits the dogs for his own reasons, and I hate that. I love dogs like family, which dogs are family. Now my anger may vent in scary ways,but that's because I hold it in instead of talking about it. I'm not a sociopath. Christine annoys me. Lonely, me? I will say again, I am a loner by nature, keep to myself even if the opportunity presents itself to make friend who share my interests. Honestly, I just suck at being social with other people. Holding in my anger is a stupid thing to do as look what I did by scaring you. If I could take it back I would, only you and Cyndi as you two were nice to me, even when I was an ass. I let my anger cloud my judgement. I will not forgive you know who or will.
As the 1/100 chance I'd ever see you guys at G-fest. Rare, and if so I'd not bother to respond if you tried to say hello. You guys made it perfectly clear. I have more important things to do at conventions than deal with people like that. Books, movies, model kits are all I go for there, nothing else. I don't waste my time with certain people. Harm you guys? No, I'd be screwed if that happened, and besides. It is not me to do that outside of self defense if someone tried to harm me first. I'm mellow, compared to some other people I've seen, like my stepdad who likes to threaten me if I ignore him because I hate him. *shrugs* Karma is great. He's so stupid as not even a car wreck made him wake up and learn. I learn from my mistakes, maybe not right away,but I do. This moron does not. You wanna know how dumb he is? He is a racist and thinks all Asians are the same and can't read without bugging me to what a word means. I threw dictionary at him for annoying me with such stupidity. He has no goal in life nor education. It's been my experience in dealing with him that anyone who tries to help him he drives away or he becomes very paranoid and thinks the opposite. What a loser. That's why I like going to G-fest once a year so much is because I am away from this idiot.
I do poke at the old forum if there is news on Godzilla I should know, and will stick to that stuff. G-fest, new movies or books, etc. Those threads only. And for the last time, I have no wish to come back, not to any kaiju forum. I did read what some of you guys said of me recently which made me think this. And no, I'd never, never harm anyone unless they harmed me first. I do care for family, unlike what some of you think, same with friends. As to listen to you guys, that depends on the person. A do this or else attitude will not work. Asking nicely does. Sociopath? Me? No. My stepdad is a sociopath, not me. You want someone who never trusts anyone, is very paranoid, and lies a lot, it's that guy. He hits the dogs for his own reasons, and I hate that. I love dogs like family, which dogs are family. Now my anger may vent in scary ways,but that's because I hold it in instead of talking about it. I'm not a sociopath. Christine annoys me. Lonely, me? I will say again, I am a loner by nature, keep to myself even if the opportunity presents itself to make friend who share my interests. Honestly, I just suck at being social with other people. Holding in my anger is a stupid thing to do as look what I did by scaring you. If I could take it back I would, only you and Cyndi as you two were nice to me, even when I was an ass. I let my anger cloud my judgement. I will not forgive you know who or will.
As the 1/100 chance I'd ever see you guys at G-fest. Rare, and if so I'd not bother to respond if you tried to say hello. You guys made it perfectly clear. I have more important things to do at conventions than deal with people like that. Books, movies, model kits are all I go for there, nothing else. I don't waste my time with certain people. Harm you guys? No, I'd be screwed if that happened, and besides. It is not me to do that outside of self defense if someone tried to harm me first. I'm mellow, compared to some other people I've seen, like my stepdad who likes to threaten me if I ignore him because I hate him. *shrugs* Karma is great. He's so stupid as not even a car wreck made him wake up and learn. I learn from my mistakes, maybe not right away,but I do. This moron does not. You wanna know how dumb he is? He is a racist and thinks all Asians are the same and can't read without bugging me to what a word means. I threw dictionary at him for annoying me with such stupidity. He has no goal in life nor education. It's been my experience in dealing with him that anyone who tries to help him he drives away or he becomes very paranoid and thinks the opposite. What a loser. That's why I like going to G-fest once a year so much is because I am away from this idiot.
Well I gotta go to G-fest. See ya.
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