First off, I'm sorry to hear you cut yourself. I never could cut myself. I tried twice to kill myself but never went through with it. I don't know whether that was strength or weakness.
But as for your scars, sure they'll be there, but you just need to forget about them. My girlfriend has scars and I don't she notices them at all. I rarely do and even when I do, I try not to stare because it's rude to do so. Well, actually, she wouldn't mind.
You sound like a great person. Don't let your scars get you done. Any boy would be lucky to have a girl like you. You'll definitely get a job. People don't deny simple things like that because of cutting. You have a family now and if you continue forth positively, you can have a family sometime. You're only as alone as you make yourself. As you separate yourself from everyone else, you'll be alone. It's nice to be alone with your thoughts at times, but to always be alone is unfulfilling and sad. It's when your alone for too long, you notice your scars. Because what's left to notice when you're lonely but the reasons you are alone to begin with.
Hope this helped somehow.
But as for your scars, sure they'll be there, but you just need to forget about them. My girlfriend has scars and I don't she notices them at all. I rarely do and even when I do, I try not to stare because it's rude to do so. Well, actually, she wouldn't mind.
You sound like a great person. Don't let your scars get you done. Any boy would be lucky to have a girl like you. You'll definitely get a job. People don't deny simple things like that because of cutting. You have a family now and if you continue forth positively, you can have a family sometime. You're only as alone as you make yourself. As you separate yourself from everyone else, you'll be alone. It's nice to be alone with your thoughts at times, but to always be alone is unfulfilling and sad. It's when your alone for too long, you notice your scars. Because what's left to notice when you're lonely but the reasons you are alone to begin with.
Hope this helped somehow.