I'm sorry you feel this way.
It is hard to be lonely.
These folks would be glad to talk to you. They specialize in talking to people who feel down in the dumps. Give them an e-mail:
[link]So....if you want to talk, tell me about yourself. What part of the world are you from? Where are you living now? Any place you call home? What is your age range? Any pets (they help with loneliness!!!)?
Any cultural practices that shape your life? Religious/spiritual convictions?
What about your hobbies? What drew you to DA?
Me, I'm a 20-something female living in the Eastern US. I enjoy drawing, writing, reading, singing, cats, The Piano Guys, babies, language, and my family. I'm have one more semester in my Registered Nurse program and would like to become a nurse midwife eventually. I grew up in a Mennonite (Anabaptist) church and am now an active member of that church. It's a Christian denomination, so I believe that Jesus is everything!
Do keep plugging on. I hope you can find people that will offer you open, intimate friendship and help you rise above the worst of your isolation. We are creatures who need each other.
I'll say a prayer for you tonight.