Exactly!!
All the meds I'm given, they're like failed happy pills. I get this rush of happiness and I'm enthusiastic about EVERYTHING, and just so happy to be doing whatever I'm doing. It feels really awesome actually lol. But the feeling doesn't last long, so it fades, and all of a sudden I become really grumpy and angry and everything, and I become a total bitch. I was TERRIBLE to my friends when taking those pills. So pills just don't work for me. Those were the only ones that affected me, and they just made me so mean.