Psht! Don´t say that you are a shitty friend because you´re not! <3
But I understand that you can´t draw at the moment,I had the same problem too,a few days ago.
I bought a 2nd Laptop in January this year because my old one kept crashing (But it was still somehow working,I bought the 2nd one so I have something to work with when my old Laptop is completely destroyed...it´s 7 years old now)
And I had Paint Tool SAI installed on my last one,and guess what? Last week,it crashed when I wanted to draw something...so I´ve lost all the projects I still wanted to finish. So,I had to install my Tablet on my new Laptop,look fot the CD to install my Tablet properly (God,I had to look for this fucking little piece of shit EVERYWHERE. The last time I used it was 2 years ago ..xD) ,I had to install the Paint Tool SAI again and all that stuff. That´s why I haven´t uploaded any pictures yet,but I´m working on a HUGE picture with many many many details ^^
Oh,actually,it´s not that hard to draw without a tablet,but it´s VERY hard to get used to it,I know how you feel
Just take your time and don´t call yourself a shitty friend because you´re a little bit stressed out,okay? Take your time dear :3
And now,something motivational <3
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