Yeah, I bet Christian is a better chef than I am too. I don't cook much. Haha!
And yes, he is sweet. He's coming to visit me this summer he says; he just needs to review the time table his boss has so he can tell exactly when he'd be able to take off a couple of weeks. I'm so excited! And so is he! Last night we were talking/texting and we both admitted that we wished the other was with us; it was such agony for me, I started crying. To be deep in love and to be an ocean apart... it's overwhelmingly torturous. Some nights it gets so bad that I physically start to ache inside. Other times when I talk to him, I feel a musky-scented pillow-like presence beneath me and other feelings that are difficult even for me to describe, except for the word bliss. And yet, "bliss" seems like too small and inadequate a word to put to my emotions when I think about him while we text. There are times in which I think that I can't take much more of this, that I just want to jump in an airplane to England as a stowaway and... yeah...
Sorry for the long rant/reply; I guess I just needed to talk to another woman who I know understands what I'm feeling without any doubts.