When we remember we are all fuckin' mad the mysteries suddenly disappear and life stands explained. And now I'm just going postal. Maybe they should fire me I think to myself

And now I spend my mana reserves to cast Mighty F*ck of the Beyondness and it's weekend.

Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids playing some game in this big field of rye and all. Thousands of little kids, and nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me. And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff. What I have to do, I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff - I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going I have to come out from somewhere and catch them. That's all I do all day. I'd just be the catcher in the rye and all. I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd really like to be.

1 minute ago.

You are not a beautiful and unique snowflake.
You are the all-singing, all-dancing crap of
the world.

Q: "What do you think when you see a pretty girl walking down the street?"
A:. "One side of me says, 'I'd like to talk to her, date her.' The other side of me says, 'I wonder how her head would look on a stick?'"
EDMUND KEMPER

A woman... so ugly on the inside she couldn't bear to go on living if she couldn't be beautiful on the outside. A drug dealer, a drug dealing pederast, actually! And let's not forget the disease-spreading whore!

Only in a world this shitty could you even try to say these were innocent people and keep a straight face. But that's the point. We see a deadly sin on every street corner, in every home, and we tolerate it.

We tolerate it because it's common, it's trivial. We tolerate it morning, noon, and night. Well, not anymore. I'm setting the example. What I've done is going to be puzzled over and studied and followed... forever.

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"If someone has a gun and is trying to kill you, it would be reasonable to shoot back with your own gun."
-Dalai Lama

(May 15, 2001, The Seattle Times)

Hey!Stop thinking about such shit like insanity, or insanity can start thinking about you!!!!Thats the point!!!!
Poland rocks!!!!A lot of cute girls there, especially in Gdansk, Sopot...

Choice! The boy has not a real choice, has he?
Self-interest, the fear of physical pain drove him to that grotesque act of self-abasement.

He ceases to be a wrongdoer.
He ceases also to be a creature capable of moral choice.

A lot of 'clever' words... and all about what?Or who?What do you mean?Be simple as fucking asshole.
I cant understand you.
P.S. But i like THAT shit (how do you call that in English, when somebody very weak, fat and ugly is trying to compensate that somehow...) in your journal...sounds like tough guy talk.But looks like shitting on.
He who makes beast of himself get rid of pain of being a man.
DR. Johnson.

Cab Dispatcher: Why do you want to drive a cab?

Travis Bickle: I can't sleep at nights.

Cab Dispatcher: There's porno theaters for that.

-Taxi Driver(1976)
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good, U like that shit And in case U haven't realized I'm kinda deep into sociopath stuff lately. Nothing to it, no posing. Just quoting. It makes me smile. Just watch me