Putting it on my body without feeling the pain...the sing of blood attracks me, and if i have pain its only inside and not my skin i have to blame. I don't know why i'm doing this, i just do, l.ll take the knife or broken glass in my hand and look down. There's an angel telling me no, but i wear the thorned crown. Never did a tear crossing my cheeck about the things in my head, but oh the thoughts make me sad. My mind is ready to explode, Some times i'm so happy i could jump into the sky high in heaven but when i'm unable to find him i could start to cry if the presure crawling to my head,i talk to my angel deep inside, he says to me i don't have to hide, i have to be happy, maybe i have to go for a funny ride to stop feeling lonely inside. Talk to the people beside me i'm acting happy but there is one thing they cant seethe presure and pain i have inside of me. Some times if i think about it, i can get more crazy then i already am, but i know i have to relax a bit. This came out last nights, cause i was able tell my friend, she wanted to hold me tight, she's the only one who knows that the presure in my head grows....

I'll hope the one day it will be over....

Cause this feeling is hurting to much,
Maby it help's if i feel just a touch,
of the one you love,
Not of the touch of a knife or glass....

oh i mind some things :unnoticed:

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unkown to the world.,
it wasnt to crazy trying to vanish myself

stop with those stupid thoughts

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unkown to the world.,
it wasnt to crazy trying to vanish myself

thanx for the watch!
your stuff is just too cute so i shall watch you in return!!

First off, welcome to deviantArt! I hope you'll have tons of fun here. If you ever have any questions, feel free to ask me, because I do a lot of helping around the help forum as it is.

Secondly, thanks so much for the watch. I'm glad you liked my work that much.

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No good work whatever can be perfect, and the demand for perfection is always a sign of a misunderstanding of the ends of art. (John Ruskin)

thanks for the fav and comment!

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bust a moo

Gosh this is hardminded he discribed me as a moodiechangemend chick how weird..must be in his veins

I feel so depres weird you know funny awful every thing


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unkown to the world.,
it wasnt to crazy trying to vanish myself

Okay soon I'm having a party with my best friend yes

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unkown to the world.,
it wasnt to crazy trying to vanish myself

the party is over god shit f*ck this isnt fun no one came or could come

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unkown to the world.,
it wasnt to crazy trying to vanish myself

thanks for the fav ^_~

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No good deed goes unpunished...
No act of charity goes unresented...