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its fine (good that i was able to appear like a finn)^^

well.. i just feel depressed because.. i rarely meet someone. and because of school. everything went horribly wrong and 2012 i've found a way but get zero support (even those people promised me to give me help with homeschooling (i have troubles with literature and i'd like to have a spanish teacher, even i'm quite well at spanish. but i want to be able to be as fluent at it as i am in english)) they told me i should go out off the country if i want to find help for my situation...
and because of the depressions caused by loeliness, neglect and rejection i can't really learn. and meanwhile i am about a year and a half behind and this builds up such an inner pressure that i can study even worse...
this feeling makes me unable to draw also. thats why i'm not really submitting any (good) art since 2012..