I really hope I didn't bother you, I'm sorry if I did, I really didn't mean to...
I see you hate your life too, and I kinda feel like I need to do something to make you feel at least a bit better because somebody did that for me and I have to pay my debt... sorry, I don't know how to explain it...
I'd like to meet more people like me, I think I need it, and maybe even make some friends though I think I already forgot how to make real friends but whatever, if things don't flow, they just don't and there's no need to force or rush something that should come naturally...
sorry, I divagate too much .n.