This pops up when my stepdad pisses me off. Besides she and him are identical in behavior. I make one screw up he gets angry or is very rude at me for a simple remark or question I ask. IMO they should get married and do as they wish to each other, two nutcases living together. I have no empathy for either one anyway. I just shrug when they suffer bad things. They're assholes. The funny part is either one telling me I should care. LOL Fuck that. Treat me like crap, this is what I do. His dad died some years ago. I just said, "So. Not my family is it?" He wants to be a prick, I treated him like one.
My own brother almost had committed suicide because I snapped at him for doing something very hurtful to me. Nothing my parents said to me registered or will as when someone breaks my trust in them. They see how evil I can be. It's not a joke. I really don't like that when people do that to me and expect me to be nice about it. My bro didn't like it that I never said a word to him and ignored his behavior after I snapped. So what. He deserved it for what he did.
Mark this is ridiculous. I'm tired of this attitude where you think you are this awesome person because you enjoy being miserable to others. You need to live a little and not let every person bother you--you may say you don't care but judging by your responses it bothers the hell out of you what people think. Maybe instead of having so much hate toward people like Christine, you should start examining yourself as an individual. Because she clearly is not the only one who doesn't want to talk to you.
I treat others as they treated me. I really don't care for what others think, but if someone keeps pushing me, I will retaliate. As Christine once said to me years ago, "No I won't stop until you listen." This is me paying her back. > IMO this is fun too. A nice turn the tables deal. A big ego likes hers deserves to be broken.
Aside from her, I don't care as I am more into not dealing with people and rather be left alone. It's when someone won't leave me alone that I get like this. Her quote is proof. She won't stop. Ok. Lets see how she likes it. *laughs*
Also Donny, given how people who were friends have been to me, I've gotten less interested in seeing that as a value in life. Some do if they are social, myself, not really. At times if I don't want to be around anyone I will get up and walk out of the room. Certain things aren't important to me in the least. Besides, when you have people always say go away or leave us alone. That eventually sinks in. So, not all people matter to me.
Me, awesome? I never saw myself like that or will. Awesome are people I have looked up to like Stephen Hawking, he is awesome. Matt Frank is awesome. You know when an artist is good when a comic book company hires them for a job. Not to mention his art is cool.
That's not the point I was trying to convey. And I don't see how you think you will somehow break Christine's ego, because I have seen no evidence in that. But to constantly stalk people on other sites and badger them with messages is not making you look like a good person at all. It's making you look obsessive, eager to gain some sort of sympathetic feelings, and to gain some sort of points with her.
Mark I did consider you a friend but you've repeatedly disappointed me with your conduct. You are not only overly combative, but you also don't know when to just let things go. You continue picking and prodding until people try blocking you. EVEN when people block you, you find ways to contact them either through other people or on other sites.
I know you don't believe in empathy, but honestly, I can feel your pain. Despite how much you try to hide it I can see it every time I talk to you. You're alone and you have a lot of angry not only toward your family but to those who disagree with you on anything. Until you learn to help yourself and to see beyond this narrow view you're just going to keep pissing people off.
I've gotten used to being alone to the point that it really if ever bothers me.
On the other stuff...*shrugs* I'm past the point of giving a shit. Honestly I was better if I never met people like her at all, sure that would mean no KG or meeting you, but given how things are. Maybe that is what should have happened. No more headaches for myself or anyone else. Had I known things would be like this before joining RC's forum where I first met you or KP or KG, I'd rather avoid such forums. I did keep my promise to never bother with kaiju forums again since KG and I meant it. Besides it would probably repeat itself all over again. Nope, not this time. I don't care about Christine. She probably should have stayed in that nuthouse she once told me she was put in. Multiple personality disorder and bipolar? Talk about a stress test with no off button. LOL Not to mention no order at all, just a big mess with no reason to it. I rather not be anywhere near a freak like that. As to my thinking and not letting go. I believe I told you how there are thing you can't forget, no matter what you try. A freak like her who's negative comments pop up when my stepdad behaves just like that makes it very difficult to forget. It's like not only her bullshit I had to deal with but his too. Which is why I do grin when I see negativity happen to them. Such as he nearly dies in a car accident some years ago or she lost her meds and freaked out over it. I laugh at that. The funniest was him telling me of how he went flying out of the truck. "So, how was the flight?" was my response to it all. He's in the hospital bed cut up, blood on him, and I'm laughing. He's not a family member or a friend so why should I care if he is near death? Freaks like those two deserve it.
Being social or trying to be is not a goal for me. You say it like I have to get friend. to me, it's not something all that important. Seriously when every friendship fails, you usually end up seeing the reason, me. So I say fuck it on continuing that trend. I know I screw that up. Don't socialize or try to open myself up to making more friends. I have more fun making artwork, reading a book, or building scale models. I don't get lonely with those as my interests to keep me occupied.
You're just hiding behind a facade of apathy Mark. I'm not stupid nor am I blind. You do care about Christine or else you would not bring her up EVERY single time you send me a message. So she still bothers you, a lot. And now you have this hate for anybody showing any sign of mental disorder because of one experience. Which is extremely shallow.
I just mentioned something that happened recently to me that proves my point. Read it and then reply.
Yeah well experience shapes the mind dude. Besides you try dealing with someone who threatens you if you don't listen to them or likes to put you down every day. I'm fucking happy one asshole who I had to live with for 16 years is gone forever. I feel much happier about that.
I think that's sickening Mark how you can just talk about someone's death like that. Experiences shape the mind, but it's how a person reacts/learns from those experiences that make them a sensible person or not.
Well given how that guy treated me I do not give a shit about him.
Another example is some months ago my grandfather on my dad's side died. I reacted as I am now. Hey the guy once beat me, and my dad caught him and threw him out. Haven't heard of or seen teh fucker until the death is when I heard of him. Everyone said the same. "Hey he's still family." Uh when someone is as cold as he was why give a shit at all? I even had a dream that he came to visit and I snapped at him. Abusive asshole is gone. I do not care at all.
This is really my views of people who have been nothing but jerks or hurtful. They deserve nothing from me except my anger toward them for what they did.
My own brother almost had committed suicide because I snapped at him for doing something very hurtful to me. Nothing my parents said to me registered or will as when someone breaks my trust in them. They see how evil I can be. It's not a joke. I really don't like that when people do that to me and expect me to be nice about it. My bro didn't like it that I never said a word to him and ignored his behavior after I snapped. So what. He deserved it for what he did.
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Aside from her, I don't care as I am more into not dealing with people and rather be left alone. It's when someone won't leave me alone that I get like this. Her quote is proof. She won't stop. Ok. Lets see how she likes it. *laughs*
Also Donny, given how people who were friends have been to me, I've gotten less interested in seeing that as a value in life. Some do if they are social, myself, not really. At times if I don't want to be around anyone I will get up and walk out of the room. Certain things aren't important to me in the least. Besides, when you have people always say go away or leave us alone. That eventually sinks in. So, not all people matter to me.
Me, awesome? I never saw myself like that or will. Awesome are people I have looked up to like Stephen Hawking, he is awesome. Matt Frank is awesome. You know when an artist is good when a comic book company hires them for a job. Not to mention his art is cool.
Mark I did consider you a friend but you've repeatedly disappointed me with your conduct. You are not only overly combative, but you also don't know when to just let things go. You continue picking and prodding until people try blocking you. EVEN when people block you, you find ways to contact them either through other people or on other sites.
I know you don't believe in empathy, but honestly, I can feel your pain. Despite how much you try to hide it I can see it every time I talk to you. You're alone and you have a lot of angry not only toward your family but to those who disagree with you on anything. Until you learn to help yourself and to see beyond this narrow view you're just going to keep pissing people off.
On the other stuff...*shrugs* I'm past the point of giving a shit. Honestly I was better if I never met people like her at all, sure that would mean no KG or meeting you, but given how things are. Maybe that is what should have happened. No more headaches for myself or anyone else. Had I known things would be like this before joining RC's forum where I first met you or KP or KG, I'd rather avoid such forums. I did keep my promise to never bother with kaiju forums again since KG and I meant it. Besides it would probably repeat itself all over again. Nope, not this time. I don't care about Christine. She probably should have stayed in that nuthouse she once told me she was put in. Multiple personality disorder and bipolar? Talk about a stress test with no off button. LOL Not to mention no order at all, just a big mess with no reason to it. I rather not be anywhere near a freak like that. As to my thinking and not letting go. I believe I told you how there are thing you can't forget, no matter what you try. A freak like her who's negative comments pop up when my stepdad behaves just like that makes it very difficult to forget. It's like not only her bullshit I had to deal with but his too. Which is why I do grin when I see negativity happen to them. Such as he nearly dies in a car accident some years ago or she lost her meds and freaked out over it. I laugh at that. The funniest was him telling me of how he went flying out of the truck. "So, how was the flight?" was my response to it all.
Being social or trying to be is not a goal for me. You say it like I have to get friend. to me, it's not something all that important. Seriously when every friendship fails, you usually end up seeing the reason, me. So I say fuck it on continuing that trend. I know I screw that up. Don't socialize or try to open myself up to making more friends. I have more fun making artwork, reading a book, or building scale models. I don't get lonely with those as my interests to keep me occupied.
Yeah well experience shapes the mind dude. Besides you try dealing with someone who threatens you if you don't listen to them or likes to put you down every day. I'm fucking happy one asshole who I had to live with for 16 years is gone forever. I feel much happier about that.
Another example is some months ago my grandfather on my dad's side died. I reacted as I am now. Hey the guy once beat me, and my dad caught him and threw him out. Haven't heard of or seen teh fucker until the death is when I heard of him. Everyone said the same. "Hey he's still family." Uh when someone is as cold as he was why give a shit at all? I even had a dream that he came to visit and I snapped at him. Abusive asshole is gone. I do not care at all.
This is really my views of people who have been nothing but jerks or hurtful. They deserve nothing from me except my anger toward them for what they did.