Its scary what a smile can hide. I can easily put on a smile and tell you "I'm ok" but I'm not. I'm terrified. I know I have other shit to be scared of, like dying and heights but my biggest fear is you. Not you, but knowing but knowing you. I'm so scared that I'll lose you. I'm so scared that I won't matter as much to you. I'm so scared that we just won't be the same ever again. I'm just so scared that everything's gonna change.
I'm so scared of losing you, that someones gonna come along and hurt you, physically or emotionally. I guess I'm just over protective. But I guess I'm alone in this world. Rejected by everyone, scared, lost, confused....