I understand. I just thought it would be nice to catch up. I got advice from a friend to keep talking to more friends to help myself feel better, and we haven't talked in a while, so... here I am.
Yeah it's been a while since we talked. And its also been a while since I started talking to someone. But besides that, I hope you feel better... I know how it feels to loose a pet who feels like a family member...
sometimes when i loose something important in my life, i just draw and draw til im tired. thats where some of my depressing work comes from sometimes. it helps me feel better.