so? if you died and than what? more people getting more sad on your lost and also getting angry and mixed feelings about it. so the best is more talk to people and try to heal your self. i did also because on my side was my ex-girlfriend did left me and take other guy so yeah it was hard for me but i just seeking help about it. and now i move one. beside there shall well other girl on your path someday
for now look on goodside be single. it is now hard and hurting but there is also good side of it. for now my best advise is to talk with friends and family. is that diffucelt for you than go to proffesinal help. those people are for you to support you. it is bumber for you now. but hey there are always better girls than last one