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Really good to see you!The theatre ate my faaaaace for like.... two and a half years. >.>; And in the six months after that, I'm still in the process of recovering and putting pieces of life back together. Getting there. Starting to get the motivation for art and writing again, and THUS! I am back! Going to do my best to clean up my gallery again and forge on ahead with Na-Rune-Tok, as well as other comic projects.
What have you been up to?!
I was meaning moreso that your home life seems toxic, but that's just been my observation over the years, reading your journals and stuff here on DA. From what I've observed, you are often very angry and upset, and it seems like the root of that could be the people you live with, and the negative feelings for them may be getting projected to other things outside of that circle, for safety sake. The first step in situations like that is removing yourself from the toxic influences, the second is learning to recognize how those influences have impacted your personal thinking and emotions, and then learning how to shift your own consciousness, taking that into your own hands to allow yourself to be positive and happy. That's just my observation from afar though, combined with my own time recovering from damage done by toxic people.
The world is scary right now. At least, if memory serves, you're in Cali, that's a pretty good place to be right now. I'm thankful that my middle-of-nowhere state is fairly blue, too. Really don't know what I'm gonna do if I lose my health insurance up in here, I'm depending on that for my mental well-being these days. But I'm making every effort to stay positive in the face of all this and carry a rise up and fight attitude when needed. Keeping a handy little app, SuperBetter, on my phone, ready for stress relief and anxiety attack assistance. Plus trying to crank out more art. I feel more like myself when I manage that.
The world is scary right now. At least, if memory serves, you're in Cali, that's a pretty good place to be right now. I'm thankful that my middle-of-nowhere state is fairly blue, too. Really don't know what I'm gonna do if I lose my health insurance up in here, I'm depending on that for my mental well-being these days. But I'm making every effort to stay positive in the face of all this and carry a rise up and fight attitude when needed. Keeping a handy little app, SuperBetter, on my phone, ready for stress relief and anxiety attack assistance. Plus trying to crank out more art. I feel more like myself when I manage that.
oO? Theatre ate your face? I plan on cleaning up my gallery a little bit myself. Gonna create my own watermark and I can get rid of DA's watermarks since I dont trust that they wont make money off my own shit ya know? I barely ever posted artwork nowadays because of lack of passion. It made me feel depressed for a pretty long time, it sucks :C
Well...more drama went on more than anything else really, but at the end of it, it became pretty peaceful and quiet most of of the time. Then we were gracious enough to let another family stay with us until they find their own home after being evicted from their other house....and we end up being back stabbed by one of the bitches...stealing our things and talking shit behind our backs definitely isnt a good way to be grateful for having a place to stay....fucking cunt.... Its like every time we tried helping people, we always seem to to get back stabbed. I'm thinking...thats it...we are DONE helping people! ><
So that shit happened, and we had a nice christmas, my grandma had a prank pulled on her by my sister and mom where they got her a freakin dildo..I was like >___< OMG GUYS WHYYYYYY. The coolest xmas present I got was a bottle of Jim Beam's honey whiskey XD I didnt expect to get alcohol at all. I'm not complaining though, cuz this stuff is definitely good. Now today....I caught a bad cold =________= I seriously hope it'll be gone very soon because I'll be going through surgery I think either the next or other other week. Its just having some teeth removed, nothing really big. I have two surgeries to go through ...they're just doing one set at a time.
So anyways...nothing 'really' big going on here really. My life is so super lame T__T My half bro is moving away tomorrow so gonna spend more time with him before he leaves.
Well...more drama went on more than anything else really, but at the end of it, it became pretty peaceful and quiet most of of the time. Then we were gracious enough to let another family stay with us until they find their own home after being evicted from their other house....and we end up being back stabbed by one of the bitches...stealing our things and talking shit behind our backs definitely isnt a good way to be grateful for having a place to stay....fucking cunt.... Its like every time we tried helping people, we always seem to to get back stabbed. I'm thinking...thats it...we are DONE helping people! ><
So that shit happened, and we had a nice christmas, my grandma had a prank pulled on her by my sister and mom where they got her a freakin dildo..I was like >___< OMG GUYS WHYYYYYY. The coolest xmas present I got was a bottle of Jim Beam's honey whiskey XD I didnt expect to get alcohol at all. I'm not complaining though, cuz this stuff is definitely good. Now today....I caught a bad cold =________= I seriously hope it'll be gone very soon because I'll be going through surgery I think either the next or other other week. Its just having some teeth removed, nothing really big. I have two surgeries to go through ...they're just doing one set at a time.
So anyways...nothing 'really' big going on here really. My life is so super lame T__T My half bro is moving away tomorrow so gonna spend more time with him before he leaves.
I'm really sorry to hear all that, that must be really hard. It feels like, to me, that you're in a really toxic environment, and I always hope that you'll find a better place to be someday.
Man you and me both....funny thing is that we did kinda talked about moving, but we have no ideas where and we dont have the money for it right now. I kinda think almost everywhere has gone toxic nowadays because of psychopaths causing so much chaos in the society. Did you hear about the attack on a mentally disabled white male tortured by 4 black monsters and uploaded that video on facebook? I'm so glad they got locked up behind bars...they definitely dont regret what they did...
*sighs* Well anyways, back to other topic. Here, we never had a fight break out yet...though we had a couple problems with the neighbor for setting up a bonfire which would've caused a major firebreak. Ended up having police on their asses for it...or was it firemen? Forgot =.= and well pretty much currently tired of hearing their damn dogs constantly barking and barking and they dont put any kind of effort to shut the fucking thing up >__< I believe they also caused a major infestation of flies in our house because they have pet geese and a pig too....or are those geese ducks? >.> forgot...havent seen those buggers in ages now oO
So thats pretty much summoning up how things are here. The only major crazy thing that happened is a whacky transformer gets zonked out, causing a few houses to get black outs. lol It was irritating but happily it didnt last long before it got fixed and we got out electricity back.
*sighs* Well anyways, back to other topic. Here, we never had a fight break out yet...though we had a couple problems with the neighbor for setting up a bonfire which would've caused a major firebreak. Ended up having police on their asses for it...or was it firemen? Forgot =.= and well pretty much currently tired of hearing their damn dogs constantly barking and barking and they dont put any kind of effort to shut the fucking thing up >__< I believe they also caused a major infestation of flies in our house because they have pet geese and a pig too....or are those geese ducks? >.> forgot...havent seen those buggers in ages now oO
So thats pretty much summoning up how things are here. The only major crazy thing that happened is a whacky transformer gets zonked out, causing a few houses to get black outs. lol It was irritating but happily it didnt last long before it got fixed and we got out electricity back.