You don't need to care so much about your 'close friend' throwing tantrums ... You don't need to care because you know you're not a lesbian ... Cheng was only asking you about the Science thing, and you and Cheng are not even really close friends, I mean, you two are friends, but not as close as you and Twt, right? Actually, the lesbian should be her instead. She and Amanda eloped for so many times. (I'm going into a lot of trouble for saying this). Cheer up, you don't need to shed tears over these sort of things, aren't you numb of all these tantrums already? You should enjoy the coming holidays, not just thinking about all these things.

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Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Watch the time go right out of the window
Trying to hold on, but didn't even know
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I guess so too..I shouldn't think of so much...Thanks for worrying...My mum also said that I should not be upset over such things because it wasn't my fault at the first place...

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My soul prevails,
Yet my heart doesn't...
The dark voices of my past,
Come thou yonder...
May thee dissolve in the darkened sky...
and be free of thou's past.