yeah i've noticed
AND I DON'T LIKE IT!
come back to me lizzie baby!

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~

heh.... sorry...

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~Being Horny Is Like A Disability For Men~

with whats been goin on idk if ill be here much longer...

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~Being Horny Is Like A Disability For Men~

whats going on?
talk to me

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~

don worry bout it its ok....i just might not be at school for too long

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~Being Horny Is Like A Disability For Men~

okay... i trust you enough
your a big girl and i hope everything you do works out for you
just always know i'm here for you?
cause i know you have all these new other friends and stuff
just remember that i'm alive too?

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Brittany Ann Bevans
LV
~Random at Heart~

Well, I never got the chance to reply to this journal before the accident. I thought "I'll just reply tomorrow," because I was supposed to get off the computer, but I guess that now it's a bit too late. I miss you. I was actually hoping that we would be able to get together this weekend. After you and Jay started going out, you kind of drifted away from our group a lot, but you seemed really happy with him, so for that, I am glad. You deserve to be happy, and whether you are reincarnated or you go to heaven, or some other place, I hope that you are happy. You and Jay both. After you stopped hanging out with our group, something in your eyes changed, they went from a brighter to a paler blue, not in a bad way, just a way that showed that you were changing. They stayed like that up until a few days ago. I read this journal a few days I think after you posted it, and I remember that the next day that I saw you at school, your eyes were bright again. I was glad that you were with Jay, he made you happy and I wanted that for you, but I missed you. I was hoping that somehow, you would be able to balance it, being friends with us again and being with Jay. It really made me happy, that we just said "Hi" that morning like we hadn't in a while, and I saw your eyes, and they were bright like I hadn't seen them in ages. I got all excited, I missed you a lot, and I still do, and I always will. Goodbye for now, and if our paths ever cross again, I hope that you will recognize me. Be happy, you and Jay both.

Love,
Natai

Liz...

My god, you're really gone. And its hard to believe. I wasn't the best friend. I never tried to fix our friendship after we broke up. But now you're gone forever... And I never took the opportunity to get to know you more. And now I've lost you forever. You and Jay. You both made people so happy all the time. But now... Your deaths are doing the exact opposites. So many people loved you, and you made so many people feel good. I can only hope that somehow... Whether you're still alive in some other version of this world, and we can be friends again, or your spirit can read this... It's more than I could ever ask for. I'm sorry I didn't try harder.

From Someone Who Wishes They Were A Better Friend,

Ashton Knudsen

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Evil is a concept most don't understand; we don't do bad things because we are bad people, we just don't know of anything else.

i miss u

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утра я ничего