I am sorry.
I didn't know you called.
I am sorry....

It was totally not planned.

How did Chris propose?

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"Alone In The Darkness I Know Myself..."
- Evanescence > 'Lithium'

Eh, whatever, it's alright, like I said, I tried. I'll eventually find someone to go out with to kill of my lonely. Don't worry about it.

As for how Chris proposed, that was really funny. As I tell the story, remember that ALL of us are sick, and coughing a lot. Anyway (Mind you, I suck at re-telling stories that were told to me...), he planted a note in the pillow that said "nightmare" and he just tells her to look under the pillow and after she sees it he tries to be all traditional like and says his speech,which was full constant mess ups and coughing between words and sentences. But he still got on one knee, got his grandmother's ring out and he just asked the question.

...And in the end I almost got knocked off my computer chair thanks to Angelica's excitement.

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May many blessings come your way!
-Aeoess

That is so cute.
And his grandmother's ring too....
That is sweet.

I know that you will find someone who is more deserving of you than me.
Keeping your hopes up will help.

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"Alone In The Darkness I Know Myself..."
- Evanescence > 'Lithium'

I love how every person I ever think of dating ends up saying that phrase or a phrase like it...If I thought you weren't deserving enough I wouldn't have chosen to try with you.

Not just that but I wanted to kill your loneliness along with mine, I was attempting that idea that usually involves two birds and what I think would have to be a large rock.

Eventually I'll find someone, but don't be surprised if my idea involving Gameworks comes up in the future.

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May many blessings come your way!
-Aeoess

Well, you do deserve better than me.
But, you are one of my really good friends.

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"Alone In The Darkness I Know Myself..."
- Evanescence > 'Lithium'

Eh, you know I try to be there for people, it's just the way I am.

I'm happy to be there for you when I can be.

Oh, and I read your last comment you sent to me on your poem, it was kind of confusing.

I left you a message on your home phone, but in case you never get it, call me back soon, as in as soon as you get this message.

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May many blessings come your way!
-Aeoess

I will call you as soon as I get home today.
I promise.
My last comment confused you?
What do you mean?

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"Alone In The Darkness I Know Myself..."
- Evanescence > 'Lithium'

"Yeah, that is what I used to think.
Then it happened to me."
Those were your words when I told you about my lack of heart.

I merely wondered if you were implying that you were heartbroken recently or not.

As for my lack, I merely don't feel anything when I'm under great stress for long periods of time; I have very little emotion, and if I'm lucky I'll get some of it back soon, hell, I think I'm getting some back...But that's leading to more stress. Heheh, irony.

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May many blessings come your way!
-Aeoess

Oh.
I was saying that I used to think I was cursed and would never find anyone who would like me and possibly love me for who I truly am.

I hope you get un-numb. I know for a fact that being numb isn't that fun.
You will find someone someday, Devin.
I know... I have Seen it coming.

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"Alone In The Darkness I Know Myself..."
- Evanescence > 'Lithium'