No. Simply no. Art has made me realize nothing. Only that I am a bad artist and I have no way to improve. It has been this way for 12 years, and my art is still the same...
you don't need teaching you need to keep going that's how you improve if you don't know that after 12 years then you only did those 3 pieces in those 12 years also it really seems to me that your only trying to get attention if you really are depressed and suicidal then im sorry but putting it on here wont help you if your a teenager i can honestly tell you just hang on and that depression will pass i have been doing art for 13 years im 18 and its helped me through some of the hardest times of my life since i was 5 i have improved i would say just look at you work and think about it
I'm still depressed, even now, and my previous pictures, including many I haven't uploaded, are still the exact same style... And I don't know any other.