Child, you need to get away from deviantART. If this place is so full of haters, and it "killed your good side", as you say, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU STILL HERE!? D:
Trust me; leave this site. Go outside and play, stay in school so you can get a job, focus on improving your artwork, and GROWING UP. If you want to come back in a few years, if you've matured and improved, by all means; otherwise, you're only doing this to yourself.
If you
want all this negative attention, however, then may whatever god or goddess you believe in bless you and keep you safe. May that deity also bless and keep your sister safe. Good luck with the rest of your life; you're going to need it.
And to *K-JAG, his friends, and anyone else who sees this, I'm sorry; she blocked me. XD;