Ha, I'm glad I could teach you a new word.
And I'm really happy for you that you have a job again. God is ever faithful. Make the most out of it and work as for Him.
Indeed, hope is a quintessential human need. I'm glad you have it again. One cannot live without hope. Even in the tough times, you can say with David in Psalm 27:13, "I am still confident of this: I will see the goodness of the LORD in the land of the living." As believers, we have for this life and, most importantly, for eternity.
We know He will help. But we do have to seek Him first, above all else. He's been teaching me that. I have to not only desire Him but actively seek Him, putting Him first, in His rightful place. By His grace, you will conquer this. We are more than conquerors through Christ, it says in Scripture (Romans 8:37). Hang in there, brother. I believe He wants to use you in mighty ways. Trust Him. He's faithful. His time scale is just way different than our because He see's what's best for us, the big picture. Take heart brother. He never left you.