In my class there was 15 guys and 5 girls, and all guys bullied one girl; Me
I am weak, I am scared, yeah sure. It's my life, you can't stop me.
I am not healthy. I am obese, have no friends, and my mother hates me, and is abusive. My father is alcoholist, hits women and has given me traumas multiple times.
If I could change a small thing; my gender, I could just leave and live an actual life, without being afraid I will get beaten up or have to see my dad taken to jail.
Only person these days i trust is my sister
She is the only person I can tell everything, and she never judges me. When I feel bad she is always there talking to me. She loves me as her sister and I love her the same. When I told her I want to be trans, she simply accepted my feelings.
I seriously don't care what rest if world thinks about me. I don't care what you think of me.
I just want to be the person I was supposed to be, a boy named "Onni", as my parents called me before I was born.