No no, don't apologize, Colin! I am NOT discouraged at all...! And although I am planning to dab into CGI I am much more (at the moment at least) in digital painting and composite works (a.k.a. photomanip). It is my main interest I have to admit - except, my imagination sometimes takes me to a place that is hard or impossible to create by simply putting together ready-made images; so then I turn to painting nowadays but when I see images like this:
www.3dtotal.com/index_gallery_…...I wish I could do much much more digitally
(My dear friend sent me this link knowing me so well - so you can see I am interested
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