You're not any less beautiful, you may have alot of regret when you see your scars but they show that you have felt alot of deep emotions, someone who feels is a thing of beauty. Your wounds are a symbol if your humanity in a way. Self inflicted battle scars, emotions rising to the surface, whatever you want to call them, they are something I couldn't look upon with any disgust, you're something more than most with no scars, I can say it with certainty because of your long caption. Don't put yourself down about it, if you do. I've used something called 'bio oil' on some of mine and its the best thing I've tried, only worked on minor scars but yeah.