Comment on Devious Journal Entry by Harnois75

Dude, I have the utmost empathy. I've suffered from anxiety and suicidal deppresion for the last 5 YEARS (!) due to exposure to a society attitude within a place of learning I felt was wrong. This led to me being ostricised and generaly ignored or bullied constantly for my entire high school life. But you know what, I entered sixth for college last year, at another school, and everything changed. My psycological, personal and sexual differences became accepted, I became part of a large and freindly social circle, I started to draw a few months ago and picked up other new hobbies like playing guitar and cooking. My enthusiasm for my current hobbies expanded, karate and scuba became more frequent as he forced myself to put down the easy exit pills and cable's and do what I felt I wasn't part of, to have a happy social life and be loved by others. As a result my family life improved, and I was optimistic (though still somewhat naturally cynicle) to bother to go and look for work and help charities, namely the one charity that had kept me sane for 5 horrible year.

This might sound like i'm waffling on about myself...well, I am (sorry) but what i'm trying to say is it take's anything between a substantial change in timetable to the littleist of changes to turn around your whole view on life. be it something you saw in person or something you see on a film, there will always be the glow at the end of the tunnel, you just have to take the initiative and press the accelerate.

I hope things do work out for you H75, because no person should have to live through what we have, and I sincerily wish you the best of luck.