Comment on Here for You by shock777

I know the feeling.  Sometime last year, I also had a grandma (not by blood, by marriage, but I loved her all the same and vice versa) who was suffering and dying.  As I knew that she was almost at the end of her life, I actually prayed that her pain should end (even though I felt conflicted that I should pray for such a thing, praying for someone to pass away).  But as I saw and hear her not feeling better, I've prayed that her misery shall end.  I didn't see her in her last weeks of life (I've felt and still feel extremely guilty for that, even though my parents tell me that it would be better that way so that I would remember her when she was healthy and happy).  But what my parents tell me is that when I'd texted them (they were visiting her in her last day) and tell them to say hi to Grandma for my sister and I; they told me that at the mere mention of my name, she just smiled and said "Special".

Even to this day, that moment always touches me right at my heart and warms it.  At that, I took GREAT comfort that she is no longer suffering and she is in a happier place.  So, I do know how you're feeling right now, I honestly do.  But do not threat, for that even though it is taking a while, she is destined to be the greatest place in all of existence and will be happy in the end.  Take great comfort in that, sister, take great comfort in that