I understand what you mean absolutely! I also study kanji a lot, so the meanings of characters really paint a picture, so to speak, of what the meaning is. And may I say that I'm so gald to know that that is the path you chose! I'm very much the same way. I had the chance to do a masters in Social Science, and I was this close to pursuing it (it would have been a great choice too). But I told myself, "I have to be happy with what I do. No, not just happy, I have to LOVE what I do." And it's 4 years later and I'm an animator now! So even though I don't know you, know that you have my deepest respect, mate!